The Navigator
Listening to Tim*, you feel sure his life’s journey had been written across the constellation he was born under. Yet had it not been for one very uncharacteristic decision of his father’s, Tim is certain he would have continued paving the generational path toiled by his ancestors.
“I would’ve been a farmer or a logger, for sure,” he said in his easy Texan drawl, diluted by life in California. Both were careers unlikely to have serendipitously led to us sharing a table one wintery evening at the Lord Nelson pub in The Rocks, Sydney (Tallawoladah in Gadigal Country).

As Tim tells it, his father had a little extra jingle in his pocket after they’d completed a gruelling paint job together at the mall near their hometown. Quite unusually for his dad, he shouted Tim to five hours of flying lessons at the local airport.
“My mother always wanted to be a pilot, but never managed it. Maybe that’s why dad did it for me,” he mused.
Just a tiny shunt. That’s all it took for a whole new path to reveal itself, just for him. Destiny had wrapped its arm around Tim’s shoulders and smiled widely in support of its good friend’s discovery.
The Horizon-seeker
From that moment on, if Tim wasn’t flying he was earning the money to pay for the next lesson – painting hangar floors and petrol tanks at the airport’s fuel farm. Lots of tedious jobs his mates tried to distract him from.
Once he got his pilot’s licence, he took any job that got him airborne – crop-dusting, flying Air Force pilots between bases and getting workers out to oil rigs.
One of his most wily exploits was not long after he’d qualified. He’d find out what local farms were for sale and take aerial photographs of the land. Then, he’d approach the farmer with glossy photos to ‘help with the sale’. But before the farmer could call their real estate agent – in the days before mobile phones – he’d race to the real estate agent and sell them the photos as well. Obviously, finding your passion in life brings ingenuity along for the ride.
Then Tim became an airline pilot, and that’s where our paths crossed. As a Captain with American Airlines in the middle of a return trip to San Francisco, Tim was enjoying his first trip back to Sydney in two years. Unlike many pilots, he’d continued flying during the Pandemic, but almost exclusively to Europe, where the doors to international travel remained ajar.
He clearly had a well-practiced routine for wandering the cities he visited, but on this night it seemed like a different kind of reunion was afoot. A chance to look past the fresh scars and find the dear friend briefly lost to unexpected misfortune.
The Pathfinder
As we continued talking over dinner, the spotlight of conversation slowly turned toward our families. Tim spoke proudly of his stepdaughter’s achievements, following a path she’d not only mapped on her own but was brave enough to follow. She’d moved to Tucson, Arizona (United States), to study law on a scholarship and, by all accounts, was confident she was heading in the right direction.
For a man who happily admitted to strangers he’d never worked a day in his life, it was clear one of his proudest achievements was as a passenger on his children’s journeys. Because to him, one of life’s unmissable joys was seeing those you love find their own path, free from the misdirections of expectation or perceived status.
In the passenger’s seat, Tim believed his only obligation was to ask the questions they were perhaps too scared to ask themselves and be a safe place for them to give an honest answer. He called it, helping them find the switch – that spark that sets you off on an adventure. After that, all there was to do was sit back and bask in the scenery.
Happily content after a tasty meal, Tim lifted his tall and lean frame out of his seat and offered his goodbyes so he could continue getting reacquainted with his old friend, Sydney. Knowing our kids were still quite young and would join the treasure hunt for their sparks one day soon, his parting words to us were…I hope you find the switch.
The Compass
In hindsight, the expression Tim dresses his face in is obvious. He wears it as comfortably as a favourite pair of paint-spattered tracksuit pants with an awkward tear at the knee from a rogue nail.
He sees the world without suspicion. He chooses to trust like there was no other option. He walks through life with his eyes open to the world, interested in what it wants to tell him.
He’s as curious about the chatter being volleyed across the dinner table as he is about what’s around the next corner in a foreign city. From that curiosity, hopes and dreams are born, though they’re not his own. Instead, he’s pushing them into the universe with forceful might for the people he loves most dearly, so that they might discover new horizons of their own.
And, what a mighty force it is.
*While Tim might recognise this story if he ever reads it, I’ve changed his name to respect his privacy.

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